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11月22日 ish ish...leo camplol.....Leo camp coming....too excited!!!!!
hope its fun...
lord jes,i cant live without u....my life is soo miserable..without direction
only you can pull me through...so...it all depends on you...my life has been given to you...hope for the unexpected...thank you 11月18日 thank you so muchthank you so much,without you,i'm nothing....In this world where there's so much worries and tension, you gave me happiness,relaxation and comfort....
thank you so much,everyday i wake up,realising you by my side,waiting me to wish you good morning.
thank you so much,following me to the bathroom,waiting for me to wash up
thank you so much,giving success and pleasure in lives
without u, i wont be confident even to speak up
without u, i will be a scardy cat in everything i do
althought i do mistakes everyday,sometimes even ignores u the whole day,u'll never leave me,forgiving me always
i feel bad, ignoring u
i feel bad, not talking to you
i feel bad, blaming u
i feel bad, lying when i'm told not too
i feel bad, put others first be4 u
when i'm out of options,u'll always lead me the way,pulling me away from the dark alley where i lost my visions
i do not noe wat can i do to repay you, i can say ''none'' other than to put u first in everything i do
i do not wanna neglect u but i oways do it without realising....
i want u to come into me
i want to have a breakthrough in life
show youself in my dreams
u can have my whole to u urself
11月17日 ...holl is soo.relaxing and joblessooh..i'm so hungry..my mom's cooking the chee cheong fun....n do u noe wat she puts in as 'lauk''?...fishball and fu chok...then i'm gonna eat with the gravy...
i din noe my last blog is ''my mom's macaroni taste weird''....when i look at it..its so bloody funny...
spm has begun..soo good!!....i hope spm will be over soon...kick it out man!!...
yesterday i slept at 2....dunno y...i want to slp but at the same time...tirness and awakeness is inside of me....the feeling is so weird....
1月10日 my mom's macaroni taste weird....eating macaroni now....juz came back from school and took my bath.....not nice at all,.....how she cook one ar~~~~!!!swt......it 's hard 4 me to open my mouth and tell u guys....so i juz have to write it out....i got lots of things to worry bout.....i can't blieve i'm now in form 4....the age which my teacher told me is the important year compared to form 5....and then wat teacher taught me i'm not actually paying much attetion and dun understand wat's she's talking.........bsides , i'm having frenships prob.....and i'm having money prob....wondering whether there's money 4 me to study when i reach coll or uni.....and my dad...he fainted ...i have to help housechores whereas my studies is like not even to the standard yet....if my mom go australia 4 that two weeks ..i'm even dead....i'm thinking of my job too ...involiving my two siblings...  1月8日 frens nvr last.....wat's fren.....?....fren is a person who cares bout u....tolerate n tell u ur mistake at the same time.......talk to u.....joke wif u.....support u......that's wat i think frens are for......but one thing i'm kinda sure.....true frens nvr exist , not even to say last forever....this is becos when u eventually seperate to go studies.....or even shifted house or school...frenships will be faded away......as though they dun recognised each other.....frens nvr last....that's wat i am for sure.....especially best fren....i dun think it last.....juz a blink of an eye....both won't b close animore.....ya.........i type finish edi....wat do u think? 12月21日 dear roxanne pls marry me ..nvr let me go....my sis playing richard clayderman piano piece.....makes me remembered this song sang by my frens in puay chai....about bryan and roxanne...haha.....now i not working animore..got to prepare 4 school reopen....and goin back hometown oso....but truthfully..i miss working...it's fun kacau ppl there....now got the feeling to go back to work...but that's juz temporary....i'll soon forgotten all bout it..cos i oaways like new stuff comin into my life....to make me feeel not so bored....n not to have a boring life....haiz....at home ...i see show all the while....but it's ok....i appreciate my fren who will go out wif me later after my pmr results come out....hehe....then i'll go crazy... 11月17日 sienhearing utada hikaru song sambil write this blog.....cos nothing to do...no tv progarame 4 me to watch....so i on9 lor....juz woke up......i ate my mum do punya ''lo mai kai''.....i ate the rice but throw away the pork....cos so not nice to eat.......later she come back ask her 1 or not ...hehe...y dun she juz put chicken.....keep on like to put pork one.....''kai'' is chicken ma........wat la she.....i damn sien wey.....not working ..so have to stay at home ''fat mou''....... 11月9日 i sang ....can't believe it....i can't believe i sang on the stage today...a little bit nervcous but later got to overcome it...i think i perform it quite well ..although i noe i can do it better....haiz........do i look gorgeous???.....wateva..it's over....wat to do now...still got the mood to sing la.... 11月7日 keee...heeehey...i found work earlier edi....but the pay pretty low....plus the comission stuff..got conflict among workers....yesterday got the rehearsal 4 thursday performance....dun feel strong enough...it's like something imperfect....like not powerful enough....want to improve myself la....gota try my best.....can't believe kai yee noes bryan yong.....she told me he left after playing 4 half n hour....eh bryan...u reading onot 1...leave so fast for wat.....damn sou heng wey......eh....since u noe her....go out together wif her play tennis if u 1....i 'm free after nov 13 till..18... 10月21日 zzz....work....can u come to me?...haiz....damn sien loh..at home but i cannot go out cos my mom will nag me 4 keep goin out..sumore the ppl keep goin 1u ..they not sien i oso sien la.....now ..i'm finding work but no one want ot employ me....they say 15 cannot..but lots of my 15 fren can find ..so shit la....hope next month can start working....hello....who want to employ me.....i very hardworking one....i can carry n lift.....i oso very obedient n responsible one..haha....if i said those word.....wat do u think?...dunno la 10月7日 pmr over edi....but now....i have no idea....wat to do..........ba boom......sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..........pmr over edi.....quite happy la.....but very sien..everyday doin the same thing online...go out , n play.......y so empty....dunno.....but .....i'll soon find out....now..i want to go shopping....with my mom around ...sure got lot's of money to but shirt n pants n shoes....hhahah,....gtg bye..miss me....muax.. 9月7日 juz came backhey guys.......juz came back from school...hav fun celebrating wai kar's n rebecca's birthday....anyway...i now very tired...feel like slepping n oso feel hopeless......dunno wat to do....wat i noe is i can't be lazy animore from now onwards...or else i sure cannot get straight As.....i currently got 1 B....very depressing.....cos i got 90% last term..now drop till 72%.....n my mom keep scolding me.....aiyo..scold wat la...i oso dun feel happy la....try harder will do la......hor?......i thank god i scored A for my maths..hehe...now?.....wat to do?...i think i go sleep la...........feel like sleeping never wake up....in the dreams..with my lelaki idaman then no need to study n see ppl's face animore.....ai ya...my show start edi.....i have to go now........za...... 9月4日 juz read...ur will
9月3日 i'm alone at home.............haiz...........juz cook finish maggie mee.....guess wat flavour ..korean noodle..sateh ramen...very nice.....cos my parents left me at home....they went out...bad ppl................now i eating.....sambil go online...........actually they leave me at home is to call me to study one...but i can't control myself mar so i went online.....i noe not good but ...i really can't control..tempted..i will definitely be bored the next whole month...........now wats in my mind is the first thing after pmr is go out.....profusely wif my oldmates....i miss spending time with them...........probably go n work oso........
something happen......ok....but i think i didn't play that thing too big....but my sis keep calling me to stop that game....i'm not bein naughty i guess......it's juz.....a bit naughty oni mar.....aiyo...that person won't angry so fast one gua.....but still...so i need to stop the game...but i dun noe if that person can find out.....i think i should be honest...but lidat no fun edi...see first la
ganbatte......must score A for pmr.....it is juz the first step to success 9月1日 trials n pmr.....worse to comePiss off!!......hehe.....today is friday....came back from school.i went see show....now...i online..later got tuition..k....gtg.....cos...got tuition later...got to gogo jia you...bye chiao 7月31日 sob....juz finish eating maggi mee..asam laksa flavour...which taste sucks.....
haiz..i can't manage to find any sponser 4 the futsal......so useless........
oh no...pmr coming.....i haven't really prepare yet....dun noe can handle the exam or not.....
my fren says i no problem.....but they r not me...they dun understand.....so u noe wat am i talking...i dun think u do...anyway......nice fooling n talking to someone..now...although he owe me one kimono...
i got to start my preparation edi
.....k la.....may god bless me during my trial...chiao....muax  7月14日 back from school..it's fridayhey..it's friday....wat a boring day.......well...many people ask y am i so smart....but i do not think so....smart is definitely not me....i'm juz moderate...n if u guys think 83.9% is considered smart ..i'll say u dun have high vision...u dun have vision to score higher results.....u juz want to be in the 80% range........ok....someone ask y am i so smart....in faact..lots of ppl asked me b4...y is that so.....i honestly dun like ppl calling me smart or smartie pants or wat.....i'm juz myself...ok....i'm gonna tell u y i'm smart.....i'm smart becos....i study be4 exam the last minute...in fact it's the truth..n those ppl will say..i dun blieve...liar...stuff lidat....is being smart a wrong...????today....someone ask me y oso.....then another fren help me to answer......she say i everyday study....then another fren ask .."ya ar?u everyday study one ar"......i memang come back then do homework one la......after homework n those sports n club stuff.....i come back then do homework.....finish homework oredi 10:30pm......i dun even have time to study.....so obviously after homework..i will try to find time to revise n study rite....but i everytime fail to do so.......cos really very tired...study halfway then accidentally go sleep edi......the next day..haven't pack my books...then so rushing.....kena marah by parents....say i so slow n stuff lidat...haiz......ya la....is that considered the whole day.....if yes ma yes lo.....
now pmr coming....i seriously want to start revising the form 1-3 syllabus....but everytime oso no time....so therefore i seriously need to start studying......ok.....ya la.....if u want to noe how i study...this is how i spent my day.......of cos la....i no time study oso becos....so many movies on the tv....that's y i spent 3 hours on tv...waste edi lo.....let me tell u....i dun like to study one...but i realised one thing ..that is...u can't absorb wat r u studying unless u really go into it n enjoy it...love it n not hate it..that's all...see ya..gtg..bye muax 7月5日 wat i wanted to say but can't speak it outy must we follow the crowd?
y must we join in the crowd?
y must we fit in and be modern from time to time?
y must we have all the accesories that our fren has?
y must we got criticised by them but not speak out a word?
y must we carry the burden n pressure that was given by frens n family but not speak out n scold them?
y must we have bf n gf juz becos u saw ur fren has one?
y must u be jealous juz becos ur fren is rich?
y do we got jealous easily?
there's so much inside of me....i am very happy last time but things are like about to change since i'm in form 2 n 3.....there's so much peer pressure in me....n oso my parents pressure that was given to me ......i like the way i am when i'm in standard six.....things go on smoothly....i need not to worry bout a single thing..but now...there's juz so much worriness in me.......y can't i juz follow my own decision....and do whatever things or say any word i like?it is becos...if i make my own decision..i will get scolded by my parents....wat they think is i'm not yet grown up....i dun behave well....i suck....i was useless n hopeless...i ask u ....if they are so discouraging to u...dun u feel sad.....ok...that 1 nvm la.....go school need to face those ppl there....not to say they are bad or wat...i juz think they are very immature...especially those guys in my class....wat they can think is oni games n sex n those pervert stuff.....i wonder if they ever clean their brain....or ever got educated.....sry la....i didn't mean that...i juz got piss off rigth now....my frens are all turning back at me....they nvr encourage me....they oni noe how to ask me for help in homework...but don't they noe i have extra big things to do than their simple things...i mean i can teach them but not letting them copy all my work...but when i want to copy...i can't copy theirs cos...all of their answer are wrong....so i profusely need to depend on muself..i guess....i feel reli sad....cos .....haiz.....i shouldn't be saying all these..no one will ever help me.....but i'm fortunate i have three gud frens wif me.....that is yeeping , min min n bryan.....they really willing to hear me n i oso treat them better than now my class's fren...ya......k la..i'm not talking animore.....anyway...if u guys really felt offended after reading this..i'm really sry....it's juz me...if u dun likie then dun like la.....but i hope u look urself in ur mirror be4 even criticised me..get it....!!!huh.... 6月28日 it's a long long storywell...........my line juz reload money....so now can online edi....i didn't go 4 three weeks ...i guess..or more....lot's of thing happen to me.......i really dunno where to start my word.......
 .....ok....first thing is my pmr coming..so quite stress....second is....pimples are growing more ....third is....probably will get jealous easily...but i dun 1 that to happen......fourth is.....juz feel like giving up my hope......fifth is....frens problem......i have a fren .....she got serious dicipline prob.......n got this teacher....he very not reasonable...everything must go his way...he nvr hear other ppl's opinion or word.......ya.....cos i normally mix wif her 1 ma.......so...becos of that .....one time..i ponteng go library......then we knew we sure kena scold if we return class after 30 minutes.......aiyo...cut it short.....i kena from the diciplin teacher juz b cos i mix wif a fren who have disciplin prob......ppl told me that i'll sure have trouble if any one of us mix wif her.....well...so i guess.....he recognised me n the other fren who oso mix wif the gurl......he's really gonna pick on us.....but that's really not our fault...how can a person judge a person by it's cover...mix n talk to that gurl..doesn't mean we will follow her footstep..n do wrong like what she did......n it's really suck that juz be cos she have problem..we shouldn't be friend wif her......i wanted to be fren wif her....but if this continues....i'll sure kena..n the disciplin teacher will call my mom....which is way worse....rite?.....it is....therefore...i'll try not to be so close to her.......but i felt so unfair......argh!!!u dunno 1 la.....
hope i'll be ok.....but .....can i....???
i want to be happy........pls.......i can't help it......it's kinda depressing.....
but i still have a bunch of fren who are very supportive.....i'm lucky to have them.....
gtg....bye
may god bless me
6月11日 sick .....n kena bullyoh....i wish zong heng will juz be honest 4 a second........he keep twisting his word round..dun understand wat is he talking......serious la......wat is the prob wif him....he eat wrong thing ar....or he putus cinta edi ???....aiyo...now i got cold edi.....shouldn't wear sleeveless so often......haiz......tell u wat...i'm goin out to eat buffet tonite...dunno how's the dish..but hope is nice la......oh no ...i'm feeling hungry....juz ate tiramisu n macademia nuts ice-cream....n two popia..my mom made one..ok la..not bad.... |
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